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Saltwater Taffy: The Saline Ultrasound

07 Wednesday May 2014

Posted by gamblingwiththemoon in Infertility, IVF, Procedures, Round 2, Tests

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Fertility tests, fet, Infertility, IVF, saline ultrasound

So yesterday it began. What I like to call the “prep” phase. Like I said before, I was feeling a little anxiety about hopping on this ride again.  My last experience with this procedure was pretty painful.  Not as painful as the uterine biopsy– (That was more painful than birth), but painful all the same. However, the saline ultrasound, or sonohysterography as it is sometimes called, is an important step in determining infertility issues.  Here is a little background…*disclaimer:  The following is by no means intended to be medical advice and is solely intended to reflect my own experience and understanding.  You own experience may be different due to the advice and policies of your medical team*

The saline ultrasound generally takes about 3-10 minutes once it gets going.  You, of course, assume the position on the chair with the stirrups.  A speculum is inserted, which is the same instrument used in a PAP smear.  A catheter is then inserted into the cervical opening into the uterus, and a small amount of sterile saline (saltwater) solution injected into the uterus.  This will outline and highlight all the amazing stuff going on in there.  From there, an wand ultrasound is inserted and the doctor will examine all such amazing stuff, photograph it via the ultrasound machine, and give you the “what haps” on what he sees.  Here is a little diagram….

The purpose of the saline ultrasound is to determine if there are any polyps, fibroids, scarring or endometrium issues within the uterus.  It detects issues that generally cannot be seen with a traditional ultrasound.  Here are two examples  of the types of images produced by a saline ultrasound. The photo to the right shows the uterus before being blown up by the saline, and after the saline is injected (The black mass in the center).  This is what the results will look like for a normal, healthy saline ultrasound.  The photo to the right shows abnormal results with arrow A pointing to a large polyp, B is the Saline, and C is the wall of the uterus.

uter-hysterosono-norm[1]               uter-hysterosono-polyp[1]

You can see how a polyp might impede implantation!

So many people ask, “Is it painful?” This is a challenging question for me to answer. I remember the first one I had a few years ago being pretty painful…like a 7 out of 10. This was mostly due to the speculum, cramping and catheter insertion. Speculums have always been pinchy for me, but others have now problem with speculums. My procedure yesterday can only be described as moderately uncomfortable and was over in like 2 minutes. Yay!!! I think the experience is different for everyone, but it is an invaluable tool in helping to pinpoint your fertility issue.

So the good news is:  My ultrasound came back amazing!  My doc’s word were, “Everything looks perfect!”  Well hot dang…..

Day 31: The house wins….

15 Thursday Mar 2012

Posted by gamblingwiththemoon in Infertility, IVF, Procedures, Uncategorized

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This is probably one of the harder posts to write.  Today was my beta blood test, which is when the clinic takes a sample of blood and tests it for HcG-the hormone you produce when pregnant.  We are now 14 days past the transfer, so those embryos should have dug in and given the body the signal to produce HcG by now.  The nurse called today at around 3pm to let me know my Hcg test was negative and that I was not pregnant.  Our first IVF cycle is officially a bust.

Now I have had a little time to prepare for this devastating news.  I started taking home pregnancy tests (the most sensitive kind) about 6 days ago-just to see.  Some people do not do this, but I am not one of those people.  I am by nature impatient and need to adjust to news a dose at a time.  There is NO WAY I could have hoped this whole time, sat around today waiting for the call, and THEN have a nurse tell me negative for the first time.  I cannot fathom how people do that!  More power to ’em.  Needless to say, each home test came up negative.  I knew I was testing a little early, but as more time passed, I was able to bear the thought that this truly might not have worked (while secretly hoping I would see that second line the next time I got the guts to take one).  So today more confirmed what I already knew-but it still was not easy news to get.

Its hard not to get bogged down in why this didn’t work-or more starkly-why don’t I work/why is this happening to us.  IVF isn’t a sure thing…its a gamble and sometimes that house has to win.  I knew going in it only has a little over a 60% success rate…but I REALLY wanted us to be in that 60%.  I believed in my heart we would be.  But, alas, that was not to be.

So what now……We pick ourselves up by our bootstraps and keep fighting forward.  I will not pretend that I am not weary of all this.  Sometimes I wonder about just jumping this particular track and starting a new track…a new life’s dream.  Like sailing around the world for a few years with my husband, or dragging him to Africa with me to live in the wild and try to save the gorillas or something.  But I don’t think I have lost all my will just yet.  This is something we truly want…and the best of things are worth the fight.  I believe that we will get through this and come out on the end grateful that we stuck this out-that we kept trying.  But MAN, I can’t imagine going through another medicated cycle right now!

On a positive note-no more NEEDLES..no more SHOTS…no more WAITING FOR NEWS…On the negative…got about 10 pounds I need to run off.  4x the hormones and limited to no physical activity for a month (plus those dang Girl Scouts) have really done a number on me.  So I’ll start there…have a cry (one of those frustrated ones where you pound your fist on the bed)….take a deep breath…eat a big fat cheeseburger/drink a big cup of coffee…..then regroup!

In the meantime,  I got my eye on those snow baby prize fighters I was telling you about.  Two 6 day blastocysts (way more further developed than my 2 3days that were transfered) are waiting in the wings (or the freezer) for whenever we are ready to do a Frozen Embryo Trasfer (FET).  I am going to take a month off and then get back to business.  When we first started this IVF process, my husband and I each wrote down our predictions on how many cycles (fresh and frozen) it would take for us to get pregnant.  Turns out we both picked our first FET.  All in all, I’d say its a decent bet…..

A little visual of ICSI and the IVF process

29 Wednesday Feb 2012

Posted by gamblingwiththemoon in IVF, Procedures, Tests

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This video gives you a little visual of the ICSI process that is happening to my little eggs in the lab right now.

Advanced IVF for those ready to dip your toes in….

18 Saturday Feb 2012

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So I wrote earlier about the basic IVF process, but I wanted to go into a little more detail about what will happen retrieval and transfer-for those of you that are interested.  So the day on the egg retrieval, they will put me under and take out all those eggs that we have been stimulating. They will place the eggs and sperm in a dish to do their thing.  Once the sperm enters the egg, it is now called a zygote.  Remember Biology…were you awake that day?  I semi-was….Remember:  My gametes meet his gametes and make a zygote.  Here is a photo….the two little circles are the genetic material from each person!  So cool….During IVF, all these processes that normally take place in the fallopian tubes (of which mine are struggling), are now taking place in a little petri dish in a lab. Those cells start to divide in the dish.  After three days in the cultured environment, the embryos have hopefully divided into 6-8 cells.  

At this point, good quality embryos may be placed back in the uterus, where they will float around for a couple of days before implanting in the uterine wall.  Recent breakthroughs in IVF technology have allowed us to potentially go one step further in the culturing process, therefore increasing chances of implant-worthy embryos.  Now, instead of placing the embryos back in the body after three days, extremely high quality embryos stay in the lab culture environment for two extra days in the hopes that they will become blastocysts.  Blastocysts are the Holy Grail of IVF. Ready to immediately implant and proven to be able to withstand the test of time/development, blastocysts have an excellent chance of resulting in pregnancy. Here is a photo…So these guys are your optimal embryos to transfer, but you run a slight risk of leaving them in the culture environment for the two extra days to see if they will become blastocysts.  No matter how far science has come, the embryos still thrive better in the uterine environment than in the lab. Therefore, the embryologist has to make the decision to either transfer at day three or risk the extra two days to get the embryos to the super sticky blastocyst stage. This will depend on quality, grading, and # of embryos available.   Just one of the many gambles we will take during this adventure!

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Hello Medications!!!

11 Saturday Feb 2012

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hormones, IVF, medications

WOW!  Look at all this! This is all the medication I have to take during my IVF cycle.  My body is going to be a wonderland of hormones.  I am sure at some point I will cry at the State Farm commercials.  Who am I kidding?  I already do! Maybe now it will be the commercial with the dogs barking the theme to Star Wars?   My husband gets the awesome job of managing all this, mixing the medications, and injecting me in various parts of my body for the next three weeks.  Who said IVF wasn’t sexy!!??  On a side note..the owls are not part of the medication regime…but they sure are cute.

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IVF 101 for all you landlubbers!

11 Saturday Feb 2012

Posted by gamblingwiththemoon in IVF

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Infertility, IVF, Protocols

So one of the first questions I get asked is “What is IVF?” and “What does an IVF cycle entail?”  Well, as a recent landlubber myself, unfamiliar with the Sea of Infertility, this has been a “just trying keep my head above water” process that I am just beginning to understand.

IVF stands for In Vitro Fertilization, “in vitro” meaning “outside the body”.  In its simplest form, IVF involves taking as many mature eggs as possible out of my body, my husband’s sperm out of his body, putting them all together in one big happy dish, and hoping sperm enter the eggs and fertilizes them.  Once fertilized (not all of them will), the embryos hang out and grow for either 3 or 5 days (more on that later).  At this point, they bring me back in, sedate me, and put the embryos back into my uterus. Then ya hope like hell that those little suckers implant and BOOM… you’re pregnant. That is IVF.

Now as to the IVF Cycle…that looks somewhat different for each couple, depending on their issues, advantages, and challenges.  The cycle refers to the process surrounding the IVF procedure such as medication, stimulation, and monitoring.  Mine is following a pretty traditional cycle protocol.  My issues are tubal, which is great news when it comes to IVF, because IVF bypasses those pesky tubes altogether.  The eggs come out of the ovaries, fertilize in the dish, and a put back in the uterus.  No tubes needed.  Yeah for me! An IVF cycle generally last 4-6 weeks, depending on a lot of things.  It begins when you start your period on the cycle that you have designated as your IVF cycle.  Then you generally follow the following steps:

  1. Call your fertility clinic and tell them you have started your period.  THis is considered DAY 1
  2. Day 2:  Come to clinic for a base line ultrasound to make sure your uterus and ovaries are looking good and fancy. Certain hormone levels are tested. We hopefully receive clearance to proceed.
  3. Begin taking fertility medications and injections after your visit on DAY 2. WAIT Till YOU SEE HOW MUCH!  I am doing an antagonist medication protocol (more on the different protocols later).  So I start off with multiple injections that cause more than the normal 1 egg to grow (we are shooting for 12-20 eggs!).  So 2 shots a day of Folistim and Menapur for at least 9 days
  4. Day 5.  Return for ultrasound and blood tests for estradiol levels.  See how many follicles are growing.  Follicles are sacs surrounding the eggs in the ovaries that are being primed for this cycle. The estradiol levels indicate if you are responding well to the ovarian stimulation and if the lining of your uterus is growing nicely.  The lining is what that little sucker is going to stick too when it is put back in.   Medication is adjusted accordingly.
  5. Day 7:  Another ultrasound to monitor the follicle growth.  At this point, you can see how many potential “good follicles” you have coming along.  Now the concern becomes that you will ovulate too early and have to cancel the cycle (once the eggs bust out of the follicle..they are useless for IVF).  And so enters the 3rd injection in the rotation, Ganirelix, which prevents the body from ovulating prematurely.
  6. Day 8-12?  Ultrasounds and injections continue each day until and adequate group of egsg reaches maturity (Generally when they become > or equal to 18 mm.  Enter the 4th injection, and hCG Ovidrel, which tells the body to complete the egg maturation process and prepare for ovulation.  All other injections cease.
  7. Next Step:  Egg Retrieval (ER).  This happens around 36 hours after the hCG shot.  I go to the clinic, undergo sedation, and have a needle inserted into each ovary to aspirate the follicles and take the eggs out.  They let us know how many eggs were retrieved. Fingers crossed!
  8. Next Step:  Petri Dish Fertilization…Is there any other kind?  My husband gives a semen sample and it is placed with the eggs. Magic ensues.
  9. Over the next few days, the clinic will keep us updated on how many embryos were fertilized and how many of them are growing.  Each embryo is graded for quality.  It is possible to lose some along the way.  The center will then make the decision on whether or not to do the Embryo Transfer (ET) back into my uterus 3 days or 5 days after the retrieval (More on the Pros and Cons of 3 day versus 5 day ETs later).  Progesterone shots begin.  Progesterone supplements makes sure the potential pregnancy doesn’t end early due to low progesterone levels.  These people cover ALL their bases.
  10. I am sedated either 3 or 5 days after the retrieval and the embryos are placed back into my uterus, where they will hopefully implant over the next couple of days. We select how many embryos to be placed back in.  If there are any left, they are frozen to be used in the next cycle if this the cycle does not result in a pregnancy.  We are shooting to transfer two, with the hopes that one sticks.  I wouldn’t mind if we had twins.  What do you think?
  11. 9-11 days later-after being on 5 days of bed rest, we pee on a stick and  find out if I am pregnant!!!!Or have a blood test at the clinic…whatever floats your boat!

So there you go…IVF and the IVF cycle in a nutshell.  If you have any questions, please feel free to ask!

Here is a link to a great animation of the process.  On a side note, in the beginning when you see the egg released from the ovary and picked up by those finger-like fern objects-thats was was clubbed and blocked on my tube.

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10 Friday Feb 2012

Posted by gamblingwiththemoon in Infertility, IVF, Our Story

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In Vitro, Infertility, IVF

2/10/2012

Well…Here we are.  In the next few days my husband and I will begin our first IVF (In vitro fertilization) cycle. It has been a long journey to get here, and we are excited/nervous for this next step to begin.  In March, we will have been trying grow our little family for three years (More on the back story later!).  For those us going through struggles with fertility, we know this large increment of time, the year, becomes an abstract, nearly meaningless concept. For you I say…we have been trying for 36 cycles.  36 go-arounds on the rollercoaster of trying at all the right times, 36 two-week waits to get that “Positive”, 36 big, crushing “Negatives”, and then digging down deep to find the courage to start again the next month-36 times.

Our first IVF cycle will officially begin sometime during the next week.  I am starting this blog in order to help me process the experience (and give me something to do during that dreaded two-week wait for the results!), as well as a way to keep our friends and family updated on what is going on.  A part of me hopes that others going through this experience will somehow find their way here.  My wish is that it can be a source of comfort, camaraderie, humor, and information to them; as so many of their stories have been to me along the way.

So….Here we are, and here we go!

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